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Can you tell me what i've done,
why i deserve to be left alone,
i sit and cry,give me a reason why?,
no need to beg,no need to plead,
just close my eyes inside my heart still bleeds,
 
No reason's for wanting to live on,
scared to open,scared to be myself,
maybe i shut down my sense will go,
stop these emotions tell them no more.
 
 

This is a poem that i wrote about a family member when my Mother and Father seperated:
Family
 
Can you tell me the answers to my questions
why am I being told you'd rather be there then here
i miss you being my shield,never letting people hurt me
why don't I feel the way I used too?,I'd hae died for you
You've dropped me to the ground face first in dirt
I've lost my only idol,the person I worshipped most
I cry out your name,your to far away to hear
take everything away,make me feel safe again
small and innocent,I wish I was there
Just so things would go back the same
the only thing I had left was my family
Now your gone we're no longer a unit
my worlds been shattered,no pieces left to glue
you grew up without the person you wanted most
do you think about us?,remember the days together
I know i've been wrong but I do care
Don't want you to just disappear to thin air
how can I not think about you?,I look in the mirror,see you
everyone said I was just like you but you don't think so
disgraced at the fact you thought i was not yours
maybe when it's to late you'll see the truth
I need stability from you,were will I be when your gone?,
I don't admit I miss you,
Will you remember me because I know I won't forget you.

expecting people to understand everything that i've ever felt would be impossible unless you yourself have had these feelings too!.